By Gavin Kayner Copyright ©2025 I was heavy and wet With desire I couldn’t bear it easily And stumbled Stooped shoulder Under its fierce weight   A thousand fires burned in my mind Scorched my emotional landscape   You could see that I was Slow and awkward Damned by my rioting schoolboy carnality   But you well rich with sex understood   We fell onto the soiled bed like stones And you patiently Gave yourself up   Later I was sorry to have been there Knowing it was gesture onl